I am determined to reach my goal this summer. I have been on it every single day so far and I am not ready to give up. I have been finding motivation and I know I can do it. I doubt myself everyday and say I don’t want to go/do it, but I push myself. It is hard, but I know everything will be worth it. Two months v the rest of my life. It is my decision and my choice: work for it ! This is for anyone who ever doubted me, laughed at me, criticized about me, or talked behind my back. This is for ME ! 

I believe in you ! You can do it ! Go, Go, GO ! 

Pushing myself. That’s one of the few things I’m good at. I try to push myself to exceed my limit. Well, there is no limit. I like telling myself that I can do so much better, that a few more effort may make a difference. But sometimes, doing more than I should isn’t always a good thing. It brings unwanted answers and problems. Curiosity kills. Some things are better left as it was than as it is. I feel like a pushover, but only to myself. I am my own worst enemy. Oh well. 

“At least I can say that I tried and have no regrets.”

No regrets? That’s a lie. Keep trying and try even harder. Sometimes trying just isn’t enough though.

I fully understand the concept of what ‘beautiful mistake’ means now. I must admit that I am glad I made that mistake. Everything is just so meant to be.